Wednesday, December 30, 2009

New Years Resolution #4

OK, so my fourth new years resolution was to read a certain number of book off of the BBC's Big Read list. Many of these books I read way back in middle and high school. If I don't really remember much about them, then I am not counting them as having been read and will endeavor to re-read them. That being said, this is my list for 2010. There are many books that I feel BBC should have included that they didn't, but that is why I made my BBC list goal small (20 books) so that I could include these others (and fun books) as well without making it so daunting a task that I would not be able to complete it. Here are some of the BBC books I want to read/re-read/finish:

  1. Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens (currently in the process of reading)
  2. Brave New World by Aldous Huxley (currently in the process of reading)
  3. Nineteen Eighty-Four by George Orwell (want to re-read)
  4. To Kill a Mockinbird (hardly remember reading)
  5. Winnie-The-Pooh by A.A. Milne (have, but actually have never read!)
  6. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte (have actually never read this one...started, but that doesn't count) :)
  7. Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
  8. Wuthering Heights (have only about fifty pages or so left, but never finished)
  9. The Catcher in the Rye (have read all, but about 60 pages or so...need to finish!)
  10. Tess of the d'Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy (somehow missed this one)
  11. One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez (haven't read this one)
  12. David Copperfield by Charles Dickens (never finished years ago)
  13. The Pickwick Papers by Charles Dickens (been awhile)
  14. Les Miserables by Victor Hugo (never finished...have you seen how long it is??!!)
  15. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde (I love Oscar Wilde! My fave story as a child is actually an Oscar Wilde short story, "The Selfish Giant")
  16. Vanity Fair by William Makepeace Thackery (never finshed...it's another long one)
  17. The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingslover
  18. Animal Farm by George Orwell (just want to re-read)
  19. Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy (it's sooo long! Never got through it)
  20. Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky (been a long time and it's a goodie)
  21. Ulysses by James Joyce
  22. Bleak House by Charles Dickens
  23. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov
  24. The Little Prince by Antoine de Staint-Exupery
  25. Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens
  26. On the Road by Jack Kerouac
  27. Flowers in the Attic by V.C. Andrews

Ok, so I have included more than 20 here but at least I have options for my 20 if I just can't get through one of them. That way I can still stick to my list of 20, but also have some options. :)

Now to try and get through some more of A Tale of Two Cities. It has 15 chapters and I am going for at least one chapter a night. I am reading Brave New World concurrently.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

New Years Resolutions

Yep...it's that time again. It's time to make those many resolutions that most of us won't keep for more than a couple of days. There is always the lost weight resolution...if I had a penny for everyone who had that as their resolution...

Anyhow, I guess I will start thinking of mine, so here it goes...

  1. Exercise more (I need to for my heart as well as to be not so darn fat)

  2. Learn to knit

  3. Learn to crochet
  4. Read at least 20 more books on the BBC Big Read list of 200 books everyone should read.

  5. Hopefully decide what the heck to do and go back to work (that has a lot of factors that are well beyond my control as well, but here's hoping)
  6. Visit somewhere outside of Florida (though it'll be hard to top visiting Ashley and Chris in Hawai'i...going back would be nice...otherwise somewhere I have never been).

Ok...I think those are enough resolutions for the new year thus far. There are a few biggies, so I'll stick with that for now. 2009 has really sucked (except for the trip to see one of my favorite cousins and the better cardiologist appointment), so here's hoping 2010 will be better. It seems that you keep thinking to yourself, "well, it has to get better at some point, but then something else happens and it just sucks even more." It doesn't look like I'm ever going to win this one apparently.

Here's a look back at some very happy moments in 2009...


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

There's No Place Like Home...Florida Style!

Or rather the Swamp! Instead of ruby red slippers...I got blue sparkly ones!! :) Everything has to be orange and blue you know! :) Here is a picture of my new sparkly blue flats and the other comfy bordeaux pair I got from Aldo. (and my pink sparkly Christmas tree).

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Drama, drama, drama

There is drama everywhere!! I can't escape all of the drama and it is driving me crazy! Let's just invite Jerry Springer in and cash in!! Seriously! I should write a book...I have lots of material around here. I just want a drama free zone. I think I like cardiac rehab so much because it is essentially drama free and everyone is friendly and my cell phone is turned off! :)

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Update for Beth's sake...haha

OK...so Beth wanted an update, so while I am waiting for Ashley to get off work I will give you one.

So my plane out of Gainesville was late on Thursday. They had some latch problem in Atlanta and had to get it fixed (there are a lot of things that need to be fixed on those planes lately?!). The pilot was quite a character. He introduced himself as Brian Wilson formerly of the Beach Boys and since we were running late already he said that we would ignore the fuel efficiency guidelines and "fly this plane like we stold it" and let me tell you...he did! However, I still ended up having to go to Los Angeles instead of Seattle. LAX was a horrible place! It looks like a dirty prison and the people were very mean (not the people on the plane just at the airport). At my gate there were no empty seats so I went to sit by the window...then some fat Mexican looking dude yelled at me and said, "you no sit here. you no going to fresno." I said there are no seats over there...so he just kept yelling, "No! You no sit here." Who the hell would want to go to Fresno (though anywhere else must be better than that nasty place) and what the hell difference does it make where you sit?! Stupid L.A. assholes.

The flight to Honolulu was decent. The flight was FULL and it was one of those three tiny seats on each side plane flights, but after they closed the door I did little cheers of joy in my head as the seat between me and an aloof Asian girl stayed empty. She was not very friendly and she continually brought out snacks from her bag...she even made instant grits on the plane! I was greeted by Chris and Ashley at baggage claim with a beautiful orchid lei, but then my luggage didn't show up. Strangely, I was very calm. I didn't even utter a single curse word! Soooooo not like me! I just said, ok whatever. It did turn up the next day (it went to Seattle...lucky damn bag!) and I was very happy. I think I probably would have gotten a little irate if it had taken longer to get it.

Ashley and I went to Waikiki yesterday. It was beautiful, but very hot. We walked a lot, but I gave out pretty quickly. It's probably just because I am still a little weak from being sick last week. There are some very strange people down there, but that is to be expected...and it's funny to watch them. We are going to the North Shore tomorrow! I'm excited about that! Chris is going too and we are going to go to the surf museum! I have this strange obsession with surfing even though I am terrified of sharks and rarely go swimming in open water. However, Ashley says that she is going to have Chris and his friend teach me to surf. Not so sure about that, but it's not every day that you are in Hawaii (unless of course you live here) and you only live once, so we'll see if I suck it up and try it out! :)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Creepy people

Ok...so all the creey people are crawling out of the woodwork! OK...so I won't even mention the Daytona Beach trip from last summer. I recently visited a friend at work and her 58 year old co-worker couldn't take his eyes off my chest and then wanted information about me from her. Ewww...he doesn't look like George Strait...and that's my criteria for old guys! :-P Then I went to Publix today and this creepy old guy (who works there might I add) kept staring at my chest! C'mon old guys...quit creeping me out...that's just gross!! I guess on the bright side, I can say that someone is interested at least...even if it is just for something other than my brain or stunning personality (haha...yeah I know...that part's funny). I have been nicer since being sick, so normally I would have said something smart to these people and told them to piss off...I guess I'll just have to drag my protective friend with me...yeah the one who wanted to beat up one of my exes for hugging me...apparently I shouldn't be hugging people with tatoos...he shouldn't have been hugging me like that either...she's hilarious...I'm just glad she wasn't packing then! Haha Ok...that's my creepy story of the day...the rehab one was so much better, huh?

I'm in rehab!

Haha...not like Lindsey or Britney! I started cardiac rehab today. It's in the hospital on the heart patient floor, so there is always a cardiologist on the floor and they have crash carts and everything there. They have treadmills, exercise bikes, and some other stuff. They have you hooked up to a heart monitor the whole time and watch the monitor the entire time you are working out. My cardiologist is also the medical director of it, so he gets my information from them as well. It was actually kind of fun and they were all very nice. For now, I'm going to go once a week. Who would have thought that I would be so happy to use a treadmill and stationary bike?! :) Haha

Monday, May 4, 2009

People suck!

My mother was at Tractor Supply this morning and a guy drives by and throws a kitten out the window into the dumpster!! A homeless lady crawled in and got the kitten out. Now mom is trying to find a home for it. It looks like it will be long-ish haired...white with grey. But seriously people...I am so sick and tired of people just tossing their animals out or worse yet...not feeding them, but unwilling to give them up...or killing them. Like the story at Christmas where someone left a litter of puppies out to freeze to death in the cold by the side of the road. It just pisses me off!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Please just shoot me now...

I don't know if it's just a fluke or I am just noticing it more now (like when I got my Mustang...I never noticed them before, but now I notice them EVERYWHERE...it just made me more aware), but characters with heart problems like mine keep popping up whether it's on TV or in a book. Week before last, the entire episode of ER was about people with heart problems. They had a camp at the hospital for kids that have heart problems and the one girl had an ICD...and yes...even in fiction you could see the bloody thing clearly...I don't care how big my chest is...these babies ain't gonna cover that shit! Screw that. Oh yeah...and it shocked her (turns out it was a false alarm) and it sent her to the ground. Then I was reading this book that I figured was going to be fun light reading. Oh noooo...midway through the book the main character's sister got a heart condition and then she died in the end waiting on a transplant that she didn't want. Can't we put warnings on things?! Seriously! I won't say which book it is so as not to ruin it for people who want to read it. I'm glad I didn't suggest this one for book club...I almost did! It wasn't very well written either.

Change of subject...

So my mother wants the ENTIRE house painted and no one else wants to paint and since I am painting what is going to be my room then I am stuck doing the rest too. I painted my ceiling and T taped off my room and helped me take the trillion nails out of the walls and start readying the rest of the house for painting. I have a five gallon bucket of primer, but I have to find someone to take it out of the car for me. I'm not finished taping off or cleaning the windows and walls and I am already so flipping sore and exhausted!! I bought five or six rollers hoping for help, but none has come. My neighbor here is going to help me tomorrow. She's good at painting! But there are a lot of walls!!!! And they ALL have to be primed first!!

So...yesterday I was trying to take the verticals down in the office. I have the screw driver and I'm up in the window and I just glance at the actual window and there is something at the top staring in at me...at first I think it's a lizard, but then I freak out...it's a flipping snake staring in the window at me!!!! I scream like a girl and then go get my mother and T...it's still there when we get back. We knock on the window at it, tap the screw driver on the window at it, but nooooo it doesn't care...it just watches us and stays there watching and lurking for about another half an hour. I guess it finally got tired or hungry and left. Then I saw this ginormous lizard outside. It's HUGE!!!! It's reddish, and is as round as a half dollar, has a creepy head like a snake, but has feet. I have been told it is a skink, but dang...what the hell is up with all of these reptilian critters???!!! I am never going outside again!!!! The only reptilian critters that don't bother me much are Alligators...they aren't slithery and you can actually see them. Ewww.

So I am completely exhausted, sore as hell, still not looking forward to moving into this dump (I am working on my Jiffy Store feet for that full on redneck experience...still have to put the christmas lights on the front porch and pick up a pink flamingo for the front yard...and I even have the Ford now and rednecks love Mustangs, so I guess that's the next best thing to a big ole truck).

So...please just shoot me now and put me out of my misery!

Friday, April 3, 2009

I made a decion finally!

I picked paint colors! For the bathroom, I have chosen "Pineapple" which is a light yellow that will match the natural light wood of the sink cabinet and the bamboo flooring. I think I'm going to try to use bamboo for baseboards.

For the bedroom, I have chosen "Yacht Club Blue" (then I will go join the Cedar Key Yacht Club! Haha...for those of you not from here...there is no such thing...perhaps a redneck yacht club full of air boats!). It's a bright blue, but not dark or overly loud. I am going to put up some white crown moulding and then put white moulding around the windows. At Home Depot or Lowes I found non-expensive crown moulding that is made out of a PVC material instead of solid wood making it MUCH less expensive. It doesn't really look that much different either.

I hope it all comes together well. Ugh! So much work!!! Just the Wal-Mart trip to buy the paint and supplies wore me out! I have to go take a nap now before I have to go back out later for dinner. I NEED my energy and stamina back!! Grr!!

Happy Friday everyone!!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Decorating ideas?

Well, it's official...my mother signed the papers yesterday, so she bought the place. Ugh. I am so not excited, if you can't tell! It's fairly spacious (though I have nowhere near as much room as I have now...I'm going to be severely cramped!), but it's from the 70's and has ugly paneling and I hate hate hate paneling. It's one of my peeves...up there with slow drivers!


I'm having trouble deciding what to do with my room. I already have my bathroom planned. I have the second smaller bathroom, but I found a sink that I really love with a matching vanity. It's currently sitting in the living room because we are still cleaning the new place and getting all new flooring. I found a flooring for my bathroom that I LOVE! It is textured (it's from a spa line or something) and looks like bamboo!! It's great!! I'm going to paint the walls in the bathroom a light yellow (not pastel, but not bright in your face either).


Here's a picture of my sink cabinet:


I still don't know what to do with my room. It has the ugly dark paneling. I thought about making my own duvet cover and decorating around that, but by the time I buy all the fabric I may as well go buy a new comforter! It's a vicious cycle! I want something fresh and calming (I so need that!...along with some Grey Goose, but it's still in the cabinet...haven't read the restrictions of my new med yet, but I'm still supposed to "limit" whatever that means).
I thought about painting the room a citrus green, but I'm not sure how that would be. I've never been a big green fan and my family has never been a big fan of color...our houses tend to resemble a psych ward...everything WHITE WHITE WHITE. My mother has no imagination whatsoever...she still thinks the velvet tassled lamp shades from the 70's are still pretty and cool...I apparently have no taste. Don't get me wrong, I am a big fan of retro, but there is a point where it's just plain tacky! I've always wanted to paint my room a bright blue, but wouldn't I get sick of it?! I don't know!! It's so hard!!!! I like the look of the tans and browns, but I'm trying to get away from the depressing colors that are already there. The carpet I am having put in is called "honey silk" so it's a tannish color...that way anything is going to work with it.
Anyone have any suggestions? I'm so at a loss. I thought about wallpaper, but it's expensive and there is so much to do that I want to try paint first...I can always wallpaper over it.
Anyone is free to come help fix up the place too! :) hehe So many people were, "oh! we'll come help" yadda yadda yadda...haven't seen them.
Packing has been very hard on me and I haven't done much yet. Getting tired so easily, sucks so very badly.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Moving cont'd...

I have started the packing. It hasn't been a whole lot. Yesterday I packed up my desk and a box of CD's and DVD's. Sadly, even taking a light box out to the living room to stack it made me short of breath. I don't know how I will get through it all and it doesn't help that I am not at all excited about it...it just depresses me more.

But, whatever...I'm not going to whine...I wouldn't want to bother someone by reminding them that I am not 100% and am still limited in what I can and can't do. I am getting really tired of people telling me how I should feel or act. I know it's not very healthy, but I'm getting to the point where I just don't want to talk to anyone and I would like to just pack up and move away from here. I can't take it anymore. I really need to just cut the negative, non-supportive, and bossy (that doesn't include my one friend who is bossy to everyone by nature) people out and not talk to them anymore. It's not good for me...I talk to them and then I am in a pissy mood for hours and get upset...which then leads to chest pains if I can't get control of it and calm down. I'm also getting to the point where I'm just so over everything that I don't care anymore and I just feel like getting rid of EVERYTHING. I am just so apathetic these days. I don't even care about shopping. I spent the entire day in Gainesville shopping on Sunday and all I bought was a CD that I didn't even know if I wanted to buy (I did want the CD...just didn't know if I wanted to buy it if that makes sense) with a gift card I got for my birthday.

Anyhow. I'm still not sure what to do with my room. I ordered a tan-ish carpet so it will go with whatever I choose. I think I want something cheerful (to help offset the oft-pissy mood). Something either slightly beachy/palm tree or with crisp, calming, and cheerful color. Those colors will also match my bathroom. My mother bought my sink/cabinet and vanity today. It's a light natural wood color and the doors are the slotted ones (think shutters)...it's very Tommy Bahama feel and I am getting a flooring for the bathroom that is slightly textured and looks like bamboo. I'm a little excited about the bathroom.

As I was looking at my apron fabric I got a good idea. I don't have the patience or a quilting machine to make myself a comforter, but what I can make in about an hour would be a duvet cover!! I could then have a couple of options that I could change out. I was actually thinking that my favorite apron fabric (the green paisley) would make a really pretty duvet and brighten up the room. I also found a pretty damask on Sunday that has a really pretty citrus green pattern on a white background. I don't know!!!!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Moving

It looks like it's going to happen after all. My mother is closing on her new place on Wednesday and they have already started cleaning up the place. I'm not looking forward to it...my new room is basically the size of my freakin' shoe closet now!!! Ugh!! I just finished the stupid shoe closet too!!! I'm not even going to go into it...it gave me chest pains for four days when I first saw the place. It's just so frustrating not being able to go back to work. I sure hope the cardiac rehab helps!!!

I'm really worried about my cat, though. He's never lived anywhere else and he is very finnicky! I guess as long as I am with him, he'll be ok though. Mom used to bring him to the high school my senior year (Mrs. Barnes begged for him) and Wal-Mart in her purse when he was a kitty, but that was a LONG time ago and he didn't stay that social and calm for long. He'll be 12 years old in August.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Cupcakes, Apples, Pears, and Sewing

My new sewing box and my cupcake pin cushion. I've had the pin cushion for a while, but the sewing box is new, but they are so cute that I had to post pictures.



Monday, March 16, 2009

The Spice Girls, Odd People, and junk...

Since we are moving and I have already discussed my "spring cleaning" and purging in great detail, we are all familiar with the fact that I had LOTS of stuff to get rid of. So being back on my Altace and not feeling like death warmed over, we set out for the flea market to rid ourselves of these lovely items that have been gathering dust for ages.

I have lots of lovely clothes from Gap, Old Navy, The Limited, Ann Taylor, Ralph Lauren, DKNY, and others as well. Sunglasses from Kenneth Cole, Ralph Lauren, Nine West, Calvin Klein, etc. I also have some other nice stuff as well. I figure this stuff will be what goes first and I will be stuck with all the junk. Imagine my shock when everyone starts buying the tacky crap that mom dragged home from some yard sale somewhere!!

"Oooh! Look!! A shadow box for my bathroom!!"

"Ooh! Beat up Adidas sneakers!" (I feel bad that someone probably needed them that badly)

This one pair of shoes that I thought for sure I would have to throw out...sold for ten cents! The Adidas sneakers went for fifty cents.

On Friday this British guy came through and bought a bunch of VHS tapes I had. He didn't have his glasses, so I had to read the back of the box of some of them to him. The awesome Spice Girls movie, Spice World, was in the mix of these fifty tapes or so (yes...please keep your "what the heck are you doing with the Spice Girls movie" to yourself), so we had a discussion of the Spice Girls and each of them separately as well. This guy was at least in his fifties. It was very strange.

Some Indian guy came and bought all of my perfume and Bath and Body Works stuff...I hope it was for a girl friend or wife...

At the end of the day, I started giving away the stuff I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO TAKE HOME! Then I gave a bunch of it to another vendor that I have known for years!

It was an interesting weekend and I made about $200, so not too shabby for getting rid of junk.

I now have aprons to make and lunch to go to.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Is this really necessary?

Ok, so I won't go into the Dr. visit stuff, but I was on the website for one of my meds tonight and saw this warning that I couldn't believe. I'm really glad they told me this because I would have NEVER known this otherwise!!

"Do NOT take ALTACE if you are allergic to ALTACE."

Yes...it does say this as the warning on www.altace.com. Do people really need to be told this??!! Caution: Coffee is hot!

Friday, March 6, 2009

See...I told you they were stupid...

http://www.gainesville.com/article/20090306/ARTICLES/903060916/1034?Title=NCAA-gives-Florida-State-4-years-probation


NCAA gives Florida State 4 years' probation
The Associated Press
Published: Friday, March 6, 2009 at 7:00 p.m. Last Modified: Friday, March 6, 2009 at 7:00 p.m.
TALLAHASSEE, Fla. — Florida State may have to forfeit some of coach Bobby Bowden's 382 wins and will be on probation for the next four years as part of its punishment for a widespread academic cheating scandal.

The Seminoles will have to give up two scholarships this recruiting season and one the following year. Other sports will lose scholarships and have victories — including three NCAA national championships in track and field — threatened.

The NCAA said 61 Florida State athletes cheated on an online test from the fall of 2006 through summer 2007 or received improper help from staffers who provided them with answers to the exam and typed papers for them.

The NCAA said the school must vacate all wins in contests in which athletes involved in the cheating participated. That could involve up to 14 football victories.

Florida State President T.K. Wetherell said the university would consider appealing any efforts to strip it of wins or titles.

"We did not allow anyone who we knew was ineligible to compete," Wetherell said in a statement from the school. "Our position throughout the inquiry was that as soon as we knew of a problem, they didn't play."

The 79-year-old Bowden, who has often stated he wanted to reach 400 wins before calling it a career, was not available to comment on the NCAA report.

The men's basketball program will lose one scholarship for two years and the women's program will be down two for two years. Other programs were hit with fractional reductions.
The cheating took place in football, baseball, softball, men's and women's basketball, men's and women's swimming, men's and women's track and field and men's golf.

The committee called the Florida State case "extremely serious" because of the large number of athletes involved, and cited unethical conduct by three former staff members and a failure to monitor by the university.

The cheating occurred mainly through online testing for a single music history course in the fall of 2006 and the spring and summer semesters of 2007. It included staffers helping students on the test and, in one case, asking one athlete to take it for another.
Florida State played in the 2007 Music City Bowl without two dozen players, including several starters. The Seminoles were defeated by Kentucky. Many of the same athletes were held out of the first three games last fall as part of their punishment.

Dennis Thomas, commissioner of the Mid-Eastern Athletic Conference, said the infractions committee didn't consider the venerable Florida State coach when contemplating penalties.
"The committee does not get into whether or not you have a famous athlete or a famous coach or if a record is involved," Thomas said. "The committee adjudicates the facts."
Thomas said the school would decide which athletes were ineligible in which games, in effect determining what games it might have to forfeit.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Hippies have come to town...

OK, so if I had been alive in the sixties I would like to say I would have been a hippie, but that's probably not true...I like being clean among other things. Anyhow, my mother had to take something to the laudromat today and as I am waiting for her to come back out this yellow VW Van pulls up (I love them...and this one was in really good shape!!). Anyhow, out of the driver's seat gets this guy with the necessary hippy beard and pony tail wearing...I kid you not...a tie dye Allman Brothers Band t-shirt and tosses his flip flops onto the ground to put back on (I think shoes are necessary for going inside). His girl gets out of the other side and has a Beatles tote bag (I love the Beatles!!). They are clean!! And her bag is new!! They are imposter hippies!!! When I back up, I am able to see the back of the passenger side front seat...she has a Burt (from Sesame Street) seat cover!!! These aren't Ann Arbor hippies...they were too clean and normal. :) Haha If I had been in Gainesville they would not have even gotten a second look or if I hadn't been so bored they probably wouldn't have either. It's kind of like my purple hair. I have these awesome purple clip in hair pieces. When I wear them in Gainesville I don't get a second look, but in Chiefland you would think I had a full head of purple hair!! They really aren't that noticeable and they are very tasteful. It's just funny. Of course, I always have like to do stuff like that to screw with people. :-P So, that's the end of my hippy encounter for the day. Happy Tuesday.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Raspberry Almond Tart

My latest "creation"...a Raspberry Almond Tart...finally got some use out of that tart pan! :) It's very yummy!!




Here's the recipe (http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Raspberry-Almond-Tart/Detail.aspx):

INGREDIENTS:

  • 1 1/3 cups all-purpose flour
  • 1 teaspoon baking powder
  • 1 cup sugar, divided
  • 1 cup butter or margarine, divided
  • 3 eggs, divided
  • 1/2 cup raspberry jam, divided
  • 1 cup ground almonds
  • 1/2 teaspoon almond extract
  • 1/2 cup confectioners' sugar
  • 2 teaspoons lemon juice

DIRECTIONS:

1. In a mixing bowl, combine flour, baking powder and 1/3 cup sugar. Cut in 1/2 cup butter until fine crumbs form. Beat 1 egg; add to mixing bowl and stir until dry ingredients are moistened. Press dough evenly into bottom and up the sides of 9-in. x 1-1/2-in. tart pan with removable bottom. Spread 1/4 cup of jam over dough. Cover with plastic wrap and chill.

2. Meanwhile, cream together remaining sugar and butter; stir in almonds and extract. Add remaining eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition; spoon filling over jam. Bake at 350 degrees F for 50 minutes. Cool in pan, then carefully remove sides from pan. Spread remaining jam on top. Combine confectioners' sugar and lemon juice; drizzle over the top.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

WTF is with American Idol??!!

There is NOTHING on TV and I'm cleaning and don't feel like digging out a DVD. I've never watched this show before except for the bad and crazy tryout shows...and those people were better than these 12 thus far!! How did these people ever make the show??!! They are awful!! I've heard better playing Rock Band...frankly, my craptastic Rock Band singing might possibly be just as good and let me tell you...that is pretty bad!!! I probably don't even sound good in the shower!! I'm just disgusted. Why do people watch this show? Yes, we have Kelly Clarkson and Carrie Underwood, but has there been anyone else good on this show? I didn't like Clay. I didn't like Reuben. I didn't like Fantasia. Is that all? I also think Paula must be acting or flipping nuts and should ask Britney for her therapist's number (I secretly love Britney by the way...there I said it...I'm rooting for her to get normal again and Circus is in my car...I never like Backstreet Boys or 'Nsync though...I do have an NKOTB sleeping bag though).

Here's hoping one of these people doesn't make my ears bleed...

Update...Ok...so the Allison girl with the pink hair singing the Heart song was good. The country-ish guy was OK and the girl with the long blonde hair with the two year old was good too.

Ugh! It's inevitable I guess...

...and I am not happy about it at all! We are moving. To a place I think is a dump as is and my mother is so flipping wishy washy about what changes she's going to make. She is almost through with the process...loan secured and signed, contract signed, ...just waiting for closing which will be within the next two weeks. At least the Brownstone in Ann Arbor was nice and historic once Molly Maid got finished with it. I think that perhaps this place is still infested with hippies and is not what I would call historic...just old. It looks like a bunch of hippies vomited in the place!

The only two good things I can say about this place, well three...It's next door to my favorite Grandma, one of my crazy friends and it's somewhat closer to town. I'm just so completely annoyed. I like my nice clean room and huge closets!! The room I am supposed to live in has paneling and I HATE paneling! I haven't figured out what to do about that. I can't just paint it because then you'll still see the grooves and I HATE the grooves. I thought of damask wallpaper, but now I don't know if I'll be able to afford that right away. Grr. I thinking a neutral damask wallpaper or getting that paintable wallpaper and painting it a bright white and bright blue. I want something clean and comfy to make up for the craptastic rest of the place.

I just don't need the stress. I'm going to end up having a flipping heart attack and it will be all her fault for putting this stress on me right now!! She gets these stupid ideas in her head and then it has to be her way RIGHT THEN. Her thing now is apparently wanting to own her own place. She's old and doesn't take care of herself or her health conditions...she'll be dead before she pays it off! It just pisses me off and I can't even really stand to be around her anymore without being completely disgusted. And I apparently can't up my meds yet because I am having problems with my blood pressure getting too low and almost passing out. $@&* I go back to the cardiologist in a couple of weeks. There better be good news because I am freaking tired of living like this...it's not living at all actually.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

A little cell phone etiquette please...

I have a cell phone, as does most of the rest of the modern world. When I go out to eat I put my phone on silent, vibrate, or turn it off. No one wants my ring tones to interrupt their meal and I don't want to hear yours. I understand forgetting once in awhile and that's ok, but tonight I went for a nice quiet calm dinner at Liquid Ginger. Liquid Ginger is so tranquil and makes you feel good...and has amazing food. Instead, I end up with some jack@$$ behind me playing You Tube videos quite loudly on his cell phone all throughout dinner!! Usually it doesn't bother me, but it was REALLY loud and obnoxious!! It sounded like a Gator Basketball game in the usually serene restaurant.

I do not answer my phone in the restaurant. Sometimes if it is important I will, but only if it will be short and I do not have to raise my voice any louder than normal conversation...otherwise I will excuse myself and go outside. My mother talks loudly when she's on the phone and I make her go outside, but now she'll go outside and talk for thirty minutes while I sit there and wait for her to come finish her meal...and it's not even important...just say..."I'm eating and I will call you back."

I just get annoyed when people are rude with their cell phones. This reminds me of an episode of Sex and The City where Samantha was in a restaurant talking as if to someone sitting with her on her cell phone. The restaurant told her she was being rude and could not be on her cell phone in the restaurant because it was disruptive to the other patrons. Meanwhile, there was this horrible child literally climbing the walls and throwing sphagetti on Sam's white suit, but that was completely ok because that was a child.

People are just completely oblivious of other people when they are in public and need to take a class on common courtesy.

My dinner of grilled scallops in a Lemongrass beurre blanc was extraordinary though. :) I LOVE Liquid Ginger! It is probably my favorite Restaurant in Gainesville!!

Friday, February 20, 2009

Top reasons to clean out your closet regularly...

I am trying to get rid of stuff and clean out stuff I don't need, wear, doesn't fit, etc... During this process, I have come up with some reasons why you should do this regularly. Please feel free to add your own to the list.

In no particular order...

1. No one is going to want your crazy clothes from the 1990's (or 1980's)!! You start thinking...Man...what was I thinking??!! I actually wore that!

2. You are more acutely aware of the difference in the size of your clothes...the newer ones aren't that small...man...I think they shrink when they hang in the closet...I'm telling you...those buggers just hang there on that hanger and shrink up!!!

3. You start seriously questioning your ability to pick out your own clothing! Sequined/glittered sweaters??!! Flowered knee length gauzy skirts?? Blossom hats!!

4. It's not a month long process if you do it more than once a decade!!!


Ok...that's enough...it's too depressing!! Haha I seriously had clothes in my closet that I wore as far back as 9th grade...and no...I'm not going to tell you what year that was!! I seriously do not remember some of those clothes being that small!! I don't remember ever being small enough to fit in some of that...it had to have shrunk...that has to be it. How could I ever wear some of that stuff??!! Sadly, I find that some of it is coming back in style...I saw similar stuff to some of it in the most recent issue of InStyle magazine. I'm sorry, but I wore it once and I don't want to go back!! I'll stick with my jeans and black shirts thank you very much!!

I already gave away about 10 garbage bags of clothes and I still have about six boxes worth. Teresa and I are thinking of getting a booth at the flea market...she really wants me to get rid of more than I am...I don't dare let her in here or she'll get rid of EVERYTHING!! At this rate, I think I'm going to need two booths. I still have so much to go through and I already have the front room full of stuff!! I went through and put price stickers (I got pre-printed ones...they rock) on about half of the stuff...and of course the cat wanted to help!! He'll ignore me all day when I'm watching TV, but as soon as I start actually doing something he starts meowing and hugging all over me...he's male...that probably explains it. :-P

So...I've learned that it's less depressing to get rid of things in more of the Teresa fashion...about every other month. Haha

I guess I should attempt to sleep now since it's almost 2AM...

Monday, February 16, 2009

My name is Jackie and I'm a Shopaholic...

So I went to see Confessions of a Shopaholic last night. Oh my gosh!! I read the first two books in the series (which are the ones that the movie is loosely based on), but it was so much funnier with Isla Fisher playing Rebecca Bloomwood in living color! She even ends up going to Shopaholics Annonymous (which was not in the book). I don't really know if this is sad or not, but I so identified with a lot of the things she did and said...though I didn't just go out and buy like she did and most definitely not from upscale boutiques...I would love me some Prada and Christian Louboutin heels though!! This movie was so hilarious!!

It apparently got poor reviews from the "critics," but I guarantee you that if you are female there is going to be something you relate to and if you like shopping...you will definitely find this movie amusing. I did really relate to her attempts at "de-clutter" by putting everything in space bags and sticking it in a closet...then something happens and they slowly become "un-sucked up" and bam...when you open it...everything comes popping out!! I'll post a few pictures of some areas of my closets (yes...I did mean to put closets plural...I have three...all walk-in...one used to be a guest room and then a storage room...it is now my shoe closet and I am only showing you a small portion of my shoes). I have already gotten rid of and/or removed about ten garbage bags of clothing from my closets and they are still full, but I am severly attached my shoes and clothes...yes call me materialistic if you like, but I don't care I still like them no matter what you or anyone else says. However, I do find my self having too many pairs of things such as sunglasses, scarves (why do I need so many scarves in Florida??!! But I like them!), etc. Anyhow, I just thought I would share my materialistic side with you. :-P It really sucks that we are moving and I will have one teeny tiny little non-walk-in closet!! I have ALWAYS had a walk-in closet!! I guess I'm going to have to get a storage unit!!




Friday, February 13, 2009

Yummy Valentine's Treats

I came home and made Orzo with pine nuts and wilted spinach for dinner. It was pretty yummy. Then I started on some homemade Valentine's sweets. I made lavender heart cookies, chocolate covered strawberries, and chocolate raspberry truffles...half with sugar coating and the other half with toasted coconut coating. It's all pretty yummy!! I LOVE chocolate covered strawberries and chocolate raspberry truffles!!







Wal-Mart sucks!!

Wal-Mart was so horrible today!! It was packed!! I wonder why there is a rumbly in my tumbly and then I realize I haven't eaten today, so I want to go home and eat. I had to wait in line to check out for fifteen minutes for about five things!!!

Then I hurry back to my car...only to be stuck behind someone who waits to pull out of the aisle until there is absolutely no cars or people coming...I wait for FIFTEEN MINUTES!!! Then...the guy FINALLY turns and I can go, but nooooo...these stupid old people walk with their buggy right in front of my car and walk really slowly...I think a snail woulda beat them. I swear if I didn't want to bust a head light, I would have probably hit the gas!! That is so annoying when people walk right out in front of you when you had obviously been sitting there waiting to go. I also hate it when they walk right down the middle of the aisle while cars line up behind them!! Ugh!!! Then I miss the turn signal because they guy in front of me stops AT A GREEN LIGHT!!! four or five cars besides me could have made it through that light, so I just turned right and went the back way!! Grr!!! Why are people so bloody stupid???!!!! I know that you may not have somewhere to go on a Friday afternoon, but I don't want to be stuck sitting in Wal-Mart parking lot!!

You would think this would make my blood pressure go up, but nooo. Twelve hours after I have taken my meds and when it's time to take them again it drops to 95/41 and I get all dizzy!! My doctor switched one of my meds because the insurance won't pay for the one I was on and now this one is sucking. It gave me a headache all day yesterday and it's lowering my blood pressure even more. I'm thinking of going back on the other and just paying for it out of pocket. It's so flipping frustrating!!

One more thing, if you're really cranky and pissy...don't call me!! I don't want to talk to you! I hate it when people are really cranky and then call me and wonder why I get annoyed with them and call them cranky!! If I didn't do anything to piss you off...don't get pissy with me...actually...even if I did do something to piss you off...don't get pissy with me. :-P Hehe

So...that was my rant and annoyance of the day!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

I wanted to share this article from CNN.com...

My biological clock is broken
By Colleen Kane

(The Frisky) -- I'm smack in the middle of my thirties and about to get married. For some childless women my age, this is tick-tick-tick time. However, while other women may be intimately in touch with their ovulation cycles, I'm in no hurry to have kids now, if ever.
My old man and I have talked about it, but we're both horrified by how much our lives would have to change -- not to mention how big a pain in the ass kids are for, oh, say, 18 years.
We have two starter kids: dogs. Sometimes, they drive us bonkers. They give us joy and a lot of laughs, but when we travel, as we often do, they complicate our plans.
Actual children, what with their need for food more than every 10 hours (or whatever it is that you're supposed to do with little humanoids), and their ability to talk, scream, and cry, would be far more painful at travel time.
Or, say, at 4 a.m. time, and all those other ungodly hours they pick to start needing things.
Then there's the whole nine months business. The older I get, the more I'm grossed out by pregnancy.
If I'd found myself madly in love and in a stable relationship as a younger woman with less experience and a steady income, I probably would have gone for it. But now a lot of the gory details make me shudder.
"But it's great!" we're told by new parents. Amazing. "Best thing that ever happened to me," they say.
Sure, they have to say that -- to recruit more new parents into the club, so they have someone to talk to about their kids. I'm sure it is life-changing, heart-expanding, and all that good stuff. Maybe I'd want to do it someday.
But it's like how I feel about running. Runners always foam at the mouth about how great running is, how you get in shape, the bonus of getting a runner's high. I bet it is invigorating as hell and super-healthy to boot.
But I hate running. So you're not going to see me doing it -- unless I'm being chased by a pack of fast, blood-thirsty zombies.
I don't want to rule anything out absolutely, but if I'm comparing having children to being chased by a pack of zombies, it's probably not the right time to start planning a little treasure in my belly. And that's OK by me.




Find this article at: http://www.cnn.com/2009/LIVING/personal/02/04/biological.clock.broken/index.html

Friday, January 30, 2009

So sad...

So sad. :( I was able to get back there a few weeks ago. I'm sad to see places like this close.

http://www.gainesville.com/article/20090130/ARTICLES/901300922


Wise's 'Fountain' serves last meal

By Anthony ClarkBusiness Editor

Published: Friday, January 30, 2009 at 6:25 p.m. Last Modified: Friday, January 30, 2009 at 6:25 p.m.

Customers old and new alike have come out of the woodwork to grab one last milkshake or daily lunch special since news came out two weeks ago that Wise's Drug Store is closing its Fountain lunch counter after more than 70 years.

THEN AND NOWPrices from Wise's Fountain menu, circa 1950s, show their age. (Current prices in parentheses.)Banana split -- 35 cents ($3.75)Milkshake -- 25 cents ($2.50)Limeade -- 10 cents (75 cents small, $1.20 large)Coffee -- 10 cents (75 cents)

Wise's not-so-secret milkshake recipe, by Buddy WiseA squirt and a quarter of Hershey's chocolate syrup, maybe 2 ¼ ouncesSeveral scoops of DeConna vanilla ice cream, 2/3 of the way full.Whole milk, about half way from the ice cream to the top.Mix. "Maybe the shake mixer makes a difference."


Regulars came more regularly. Long-ago customers returned for the first time in decades. And curious newcomers came for the first time. Families of three or more generations gathered around tables. They came to reminisce, to pay their final respects to one of the last vestiges of old Gainesville or to see a throwback to mid-20th century lunch counters. All came for the last time Friday.

Buddy Wise, who turns 70 next month, and the full-time pharmacy staff and bookkeepers are moving to Wise's Pharmacy at 708 SW 4th Ave. at the end of February, but the lunch counter closed for good on Friday. Wise said he and brother, Larry, wanted to cut back their hours and can split duties in the other location. He also said business has slowed, largely because of the prevalence of prescription drug plans that require mail-order pharmacy service.
The news started a daily lunch rush with waits as long as 45 minutes. Wise's had to hire a few extra helpers and moved a pharmacy clerk to hostess for crowd control.
"That's how it is: You don't know what you've got until it's gone," said Zach Seymour, 28, who came for the first time with four co-workers.
Lynn Goolsby came for the first time Friday after about 25 years in Gainesville.
"I used to eat at lunch counters a lot growing up as a child. It's a shame they've all closed," she said.
During lunch, the 15 counter stools and 27 table chairs were full while a crowd waited throughout the aisles.
Wise said he was surprised by the crowds of the last two weeks.
"It's good to see the people. They make me really hate to close it, but I've got to do it," Wise said. "It brings up old memories. There's just been an awful lot of people who worked in this area, people who shopped in this area coming back just to remember something of what it was like."
Bob Shirley, 78, of the Micanopy area said he came for lunch every day from 1962 to 1972 when he worked at the nearby BellSouth building and then just whenever he was in town.
"It's an icon here that should never leave, but I guess Buddy's getting old," he said, his comment directed at Wise.
Wyena Hanneld, 81, of Gainesville came with her son and his wife, granddaughter and great-grandson.
She said she and two co-workers who died last summer came there every day for lunch when she worked at the nearby Western Union from 1948 to 1972, "because we only had a half hour lunch. We were the threesome."
She recalled former counter manager Marie Jones spreading condiments on sandwiches with her flattened spoon.
Not everyone was enamored by the crowds.
Paul Guidry, 70, who lives outside Gainesville, was also a regular while working at BellSouth from 1964 to 1994 and has continued to visit at least once a week to see old friends.
"All these people in here now ain't showed up in 20 years. They're disrupting the whole place," he said.
Jo Ann Parham, 79, came for lunch with her "lunch bunch" last Monday and reminisced about her first date there in September 1948 with her late husband, Robert Parham, who would be the first pastor of Northwest Baptist Church.
"We sat on the bar stool and went to the Florida Theatre after," she said by phone Friday. "It's just kind of sad to think of another historic thing that has brought some pleasure to so many people — to have it close. Of course, downtown is nothing like I remember it as a young person, either. Wise's is probably one of the last things left."
Not all the older regulars are older. Wise said they "adopted" Kyle Eller, a precocious 8-year-old who has come in weekly with his grandfather, eye doctor John Beckum, and befriended all the workers and other regulars.
"It's the end of an era," Beckum said. "It's kind of a meeting place for old Gainesville."
Employees expressed mixed emotions.
Cashier Yvonne Densen said she was retiring after 32 years at the business.
"It's going to be sad. Very sad," she said. "They're nice people to work for. Everyone seemed like family to me."
Debbie Robbins worked at Wise's Fountain off and on for a total of 25 years.
"When you've done something as long as I have, it's really sad to have to leave it," she said while making sandwiches. "They're good people to work for and fantastic customers."
Contact Anthony Clark at anthony.clark@gvillesun.com or 352-374-5094.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Blueberry Extravaganza

I have 10 containers of blueberries and a lady picked a bag of fresh lemons off her tree for me, so I wanted to use these yummy fresh ingredients. It is so amazing what a difference there is with fresh off the tree lemons compared to the waxed up ones from the grocery store. I also had extra ricotta in the fridge, so I found a recipe for ricotta blueberry squares. I utilized the lemons in a loaf of lemon blueberry bread with a sugar-lemon glaze. They are so yummy!! They aren't that pretty, but they are certainly delicious if I do say so myself (as does my mother). :)





If you want the recipes, I pulled them from my favorite recipe site, http://www.allrecipes.com/. There are so many amazing recipes there and you can search so many different categories as well as by ingredients you have on hand and want to use.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Black and White Damask Wallpaper

Here's the Black and White Damask that I found. The room is on the small side (at least what I am used to) and has one long wall that is basically closet and the only "whole" window still has a window I think, so I'm debating whether or not doing the entire room with this will be too much or not. The walls I have seen with Damask really don't look as busy when they are on the wall, but I don't know. I'm usually pretty adventurous, but this wallpaper isn't that cheap...apparently damask is some sort of contemporary luxury paper or something...I think it's just an excuse to charge more if you ask me, but they didn't. But with the whole room done in this, it also brings into play the wall decoration aspect too. I wanted to put up a couple of the frames with multiple 4x6 pics of friends, etc. and then black and white pics/art. I want simple, clean, and non-cluttered. Yeah...I know...that would be a miracle for me, but what can I say?! Haha

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Weekend randomness...



I had a pretty good weekend. I was able to spend both days with friends, which I don't seem to get to do very often lately it seems. Yesterday was the Collector's Fair at the Museum of Natural History and Mark was showing his pig collection. I am also a big fan of the floaty pen collection. I've seen most of the collections before. Some of them are just strange...potato mashers, spatulas, and many other random things! I also went to see Valkyrie. It wasn't too bad even though I hate war movies of pretty much any kind. It had Tom Cruise, so that redeemed it. :)


I also went to Lowe's and looked at wallpaper and paint samples. Teresa just painted a room in her house and it looks amazing! But that's not why I was looking. So...I'm not even going to go into it, but it looks like there is a chance (probably pretty darn close to 100%) that we will be moving to a place closer to town. I am so unbelievably not happy about it or the place, but my mother will own it and I guess when she kicks the bucket I can bulldoze the place and build something better. Anyhow, it's a long story and to make it short...the move is going to happen and I am so pissed off about it that it gives me chest pains. It's not ideal and my space is going to be probably at least 1/4 of what I have now...probably closer to an eighth. Anyhow...the place has lots of paneling and I ABHOR paneling with such a passion!! So...I was thinking of wallpapering my room...no don't think ugly doctor's office...think black and white damask (the black and white part of my blog background). I'm thinking that or papering it with that "blank canvas" stuff that covers the grooves and all, but can then be painted...or I may get my brother to cover it with the plaster stuff and then painting it. The room is tiny...about the size of my current office. My books are going to have to go in storage...probably shoes too. :( Color wise I am thinking of a dark/bright blue...probably with white trim. I want something happy and clean feeling. Or I thought of soft colors with happy black and white pics...kind of French romantic, but I'm leaning towards the blue or the b/w damask wallpaper.

With my bathroom I am pretty sure I want to to the bottom half with white wainscotting (spelling?) and either a light yellow paint on the top or a light yellow and white stripes on top.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Holy Banana Cake, Batman!

Oh my! I have a cookbook of Southern Cakes and I decided to try a new recipe today. It is HEAVENLY!! It sounds kind of strange, but it is one of the most yummy-licious things ever!! It is a Banana Cake with homemade chocolate frosting...I definitely licked that bowl clean!! I was so anxious to try it that I just threw on the frosting and it was definitely worth not having as pretty icing to taste that yummy cake! It's like banana bread, but cake with yummy chocolate icing!! Here's a picture...not very pretty, but who cares...it's scrumdiddlyumptious!


Evening Update: I made Basil Ricotta Risotto and Spinach Ricotta Gnocchi for dinner tonight. It was so yummy! I don't know if I like making gnocchi though...it's kind of icky to make from scratch...it's almost that same kind of ickiness as rolling meatballs or something like that. They are both new recipes that I haven't tried before, but they were both very yummy! Yay me! :)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Out With The Old And In With The New...

I've been feeling anxious for whatever reason today, so I figured I would post another blog. I guess I just get so bored and overwhelmed easily these days because I get so tired and I end up getting anxious.

I'm sad to see Wise's Drug Store in downtown Gainesville close. It's so neat having a 1950's esque lunch counter/soda fountain. I think it has been there for something like seventy years. I was able to get over there yesterday for a last lunch of chicken salad and a chocolate milkshake. It's sad to see yet another piece of history disappear.

I also stopped by the mall and as I was walking towards Gap I realized that The Limited is GONE! I didn't even know it was closing and now there is nothing left but carpet!! It's crazy...and now that I can actually wear the clothes respectively again!!! How disappointing! I looked it up online and apparently the Oaks Mall wants to go in another direction and didn't renew the leases for The Limited and Waldenbooks and that is why they are both out. I heard they were putting a bookstore in the old Lines and Things, but apparently that is just a rumor. However, the article did say what was going in the space that formerly housed The Limited...A Sephora!!! Yay!! It's going to be huge evidently and they also intend to keep the one in J.C. Penney's open as well. With a full Sephora though hopefully they will carry Nars and I won't have to order my favorite nail polish, lip gloss, and blush from the Internet. I still have nail polish and blush left from my purchases while in Michigan. I so wish we would get an H&M! The closest one to Florida is in D.C. I think, but I think they were opening one in Atlanta. Rumor has it that they are opening one in Orlando...one can hope. I seriously doubt Gainesville will be their first Florida H&M. :)

We are saying good bye to a piece of history, but today we are also making history as we watch Obama's inauguration. I was very glad to see Dubya go on his happy little way back to Texas. I was very happy to see Obama take office and also have the Democrats take back the White House. It's no secret that I am very political and have very strong views, so I'll just leave it at that. :)

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Weekend randomness...

First of all, I have to tell this story because I think it is so hilarious. My mom is embarrassed by it, but I say good for her...the old bat had it coming. So as most everyone knows now, my dad was sleeping with his dead best friend's widow and eventually moved in with her about two years ago (though he couldn't understand why mom wanted a divorce because he didn't want one?!). My grandmother moved up from Old Town to Georgia to live with my aunt since she was old and getting feeble. I have never really liked her. She's never been particularly nice to me or my siblings and she never really accepted me since I was adopted and "not really her grand kid." She's a b**** basically and always has been. Gramps was a cranky, nasty, French (first generation American) drunk and he was never nice either. So anyhow, back to my story...my mother's ex-husband (as my siblings and I now refer to him) and his whore went up to Georgia to visit my grandmother this weekend for her birthday. My mother called her for her birthday today and after a while she started going on about how Linda was so nice to her and pleasant and my mother has gotten pretty adept at just blurting out what is on her mind, so she blurted out, "yeah, well she was nice to me too when she was f****** my husband." The Nana then hung up the phone. I think it was well deserved and it is about time she stood up for herself! She feels bad, but screw that...that old bag deserved it for prattling on about that stupid whore. :) I just thought it was pretty funny of my mother to blurt that out...maybe she's been hanging around me for too long! ;)

A friend and I drove down to Crystal River for a few hours today. I needed to get out of the house and I wanted a chance to really drive my car (it's definitely a gas guzzler...more so than the Nissan). I lived there for a little while when I was in third grade (I ignore anything prior to living in Chiefland...even though my parents and grandparents are pretty much Yankees...though mom was raised by a couple who have a house out this way, so she can be half not yankee...anyhow...I consider Chiefland my home) and it was pretty depressing then, but it's really depressing now. The mall sucks even worse than it used to. There was a furniture store in the mall I used to like along with a surf shop, but alas they are both gone.

I also ate at Chili's today, which brings back memories of my summer in Ann Arbor. In Ann Arbor there are no chain restaurants besides five Jimmy Johns, a Pot Belly's which gave me food poisioning the first day Jon got there, and I think Subway...not McDonalds anywhere...I think Mickey D's was in Ypsilanti...which is apparently pretty scary and crime heavy. There was a Sbarro out at the mall, which was a fifteen minute bus ride out past the stadium. A fifteen minute bus ride the other direction there was a semi-run down looking area that has a Whole Foods, Old Navy, Marshall's, and...A CHILI'S!!!! We had been eating Irish, Eastern European, Korean, Chinese, Ethiopian, and yankee food (their cole slaw tastes like sour kraut and their BBQ sauce tastes like chili) for about two and a half weeks...maybe three. But I want to go to Old Navy and buy a tank top to sleep in because it is so bloody hot. When we get off the bus at Old Navy...what do we see...A CHILI'S!!!!!! I've never been a big fan of Chili's before, but we were soooo happy to see normal food again!! Don't get me wrong, I love all of the aforementioned food, but I just wanted something for home...is a Cracker Barrel too much to ask for??!! We pigged out!! I ate an ENTIRE rack of ribs BY MYSELF!! We stuffed ourselves so much that we felt like we were going to be ill, but oh my gosh it was the best food ever at the time. Therefore, Chili's will always hold a special little place in my heart because of that summer in Ann Arbor, Michigan. And yes...yankee food is NASSSTTTYYYY. I went in Kroger's and smelled "fried chicken" and got very excited, so I made a beeline for the deli...I get there and it's this shriveled up pan fried nasty stuff. I'm telling ya'll...that crap is nasty!! If only they had that Chicken Fried song back then! Jon and I listened to a lot of country. :) The South is most definitely home for me!! I wanted to kiss the ground when we landed in Tampa...first stop...KFC!! It was the first fried chicken I saw!! :)

I'm going to watch the Steelers vs. Ravens playoff. I have some friends who are big Steelers fans (Go Bucs!), but Jarrett plays for the Ravens, so I'm cheering for them because it's someone I know and I would be happy for him...despite the fact that he sacked Jessie Palmer in the Swamp back when he played for Alabama...he's not a Gator foe now, so it's ok. ;) He was always nice kid back when we went to church together and he always worked hard at football for Chiefland, so I would like to see him make it to a Super Bowl if the Bucs can't go...and I don't think I have watched a Ravens game before.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Nooo!!! I want Grissom back!!!

It's a sad sad day. :( Tonight was Gil Grissom's final episode of CSI. It won't be the same and I can't say that I will make as much of an effort to watch it as before. I was pleased with where he was in the final scene, but I won't say in case I am spoiling for someone. I don't know if I am digging the whole Laurence Fishburne thing. He's just too odd and Matrix-y for me. I thought the other guy who filled in for him was annoying...oh yeah...Liev Schreiber...but I don't think I like this guy any better. No one can replace Grissom! I love Grissom!! I don't want him to go!! :(

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Let there be heat...

Yay!! The repairman FINALLY came and fixed the AC/Heat!!! It's nice and toasty in here...just in time for the twenty degree temperatures heading this way tonight!!! Maddog was so happy to lay on the air vent again (for some reason the vents are in the floor in part of our house)!! He's back to his hyper self and is running around like crazy!

Since it's nice and chilly out, I am also making gumbo from my favorite Paula Deen cookbook!! :) I've made it before and it's yummy!! It smells soooo good!!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Seriously cold!!

Ok...it's about thirty five degrees outside and I still have no freaking heater!! It's supposed to get down into the low twenties the rest of the week. We called the AC guy when it broke after Thanksgiving, but he never came and fixed it...supposedly he is fixing it tomorrow. We have a fireplace, but my mother gets these hairbrained ideas sometimes and once she gets something in her head it's going to be that way.

So...she had the fireplace converted to gas from wood burning, but now she's afraid to use it because their is a faint odor when you turn it on and she's afraid we're all going to die from carbon monoxide poisioning! I keep pointing out to her that it isn't that much different from our gas stove, which also gives off a slight odor when you light the burners. Anyhow...she claims it ran out of gas. She's completely off her rocker...I'm actually more afraid she's going to blow us up!

Here's an amusing story that is both nasty and funny and I am sure she doesn't want shared yet again. But guess what...I'm going to tell it. It was about a year ago I think and she completely refuses to give up her cancer sticks despite her health problems. Let's just say that she now knows better than to burp while lighting a cigarette...she burnt the hair off her lip (yes, the fact that she has hair on her lip is gross too, but I don't think the woman has ever heard of wax and I think she's terrified that Nair will kill her or something like that). She didn't get hurt, but she had a lovely scab on her lip and it was pretty hilarious. My mother is the most naive person you could ever meet!

My brother takes her to the pool and spa store the other day to pick up some things for his hot tub. They have a porch/bar set that looks like a tiki hut. She tells the guy that she loves the stools, so he starts telling her how he could make her some too, but it took him a really long time to carve the set. She completely believes him. My brother just rolls his eyes...yep...that's mom. According to Grandma Majel (which is where I get my strange name from by the way...not the wife of the Star Trek lady who sadly just passed away...not because I like Star Trek because I hate it, but because she shares our super strange name) she has always been the most naive person alive! There are many more stories, but I hold off on more family embarrassment for the night. ;)

I'm going to go curl up under many blankets (I'm definitely getting my use out of my Uggs this winter!!) in front of my fake fireplace, which actually gives off a lot of heat...I had to kick the blankets and boots off last night!! Mom's boss bought us one of those Amish fireplaces. It's really pretty cool...and it looks super real...it's really pretty to look at. It's even funnier when Maddog catches his reflection in it and hisses at it, smacks the front (which isn't hot down there thankfully), and then goes around the back looking for the rest of the kitty in the fireplace! He's not always the brightest kitty-dog. :)

Sleep tight and try not to freeze to death...most of us are Floridians after all and aren't used to this frigid winter weather. I've never even seen the kind of snow that requires a shovel or allows for sleds and such, but you know...I think I quite prefer a nice sandy beach instead! :-P

TTFN.

Feeling better

I am thankfully feeling better. I haven't been feeling well for the past few weeks and my blood pressure bottomed out Sunday night and I almost passed out in the kitchen. I had also been having chest pains, but thankfully they have gone away because I did not want to call my cardiologist!! The chest pains were likely caused by stress, but they are still chest pains and are not a good thing when you have heart failure.

I'm supposed to avoid stress (??!!). How to avoid stress I do not know except for locking myself in a padded room with no contact from the outside world! My mother is looking to buy her own place so she can be closer to town or some crap like that. Personally, I prefer not having neighbors up my ass. Also, this place is a good third the size of the place we live now. Where might I ask am I supposed to store my books and shoes??!! I am so pissed off about this place that I got the chest pains, so I guess I'll have to try not to think about it and try and deal with it when the time comes. Not to mention the fact that I absolutely abhor this place!! I think she's out of her cotton pickin' mind!! I sure hope my doc can get my ejection fraction up faster (though after Sunday night I don't get we'll be upping my other heart pill dosage for a little while), so I can get back to work and get the hell out of dodge!

The whole situation just irks me so badly that I can't even stand to talk to her or be around her. This isn't the kind of stress I need right now. And who might I ask is going to do the packing? I am most certainly not up to that...or the massive cleaning the place needs...I kindly suggest a bulldozer or a wrecking ball and get it done with all in one swift pull of a lever or whatever it takes. ;)

I guess I need to change her ringtone on my cell back to AC/DC's "Highway to Hell." :-P

Ok...that's enough of my ranting for tonight. I'm just happy I'm feeling better and I am not going to dwell on the other stuff now because I don't want the chest pains to come back and be sure to have the internal defibrillator conversation with my cardiologist earlier than my March appointment.

It is freakin' freezing!! My poor kitty is curled up next to me with his ears and paws tucked into me!! He's a huge fuzzbull, but his poor little ears and paws get cold.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Heart Failure Information...

OK...so apparently some people don't really understand that I am really pretty sick and could spontaneously die tomorrow or some such. My pulse runs really high (most of the time over 100) and that is really bad...it's kind of a galloping thing...and I don't always remember all of the technical things (I nearly failed physiological psychology...the brain was just way above my comprehension!). Anyhow, it's all tied together someone and if there is too much of an arrhythmia I could go into sudden cardiac arrest (have one of those fun little things called heart attacks...no I don't really mean its fun...sarcasm people). :) I ended up with heart failure from a virus (can come from bronchitis, cold, flu, etc...)...and that really sucks, but I don't think I really have to point that out. :-P

I can't believe I didn't catch it when I was googling symptoms (yes...I know...medical no no, but no one else could figure it out or really believed there was anything wrong with me in the beginning)...I had all of the classic symptoms for a really long time...shortness of breath, inability to sleep lying down, chronic fatigue (badly!!), swelling of the legs and ankles, sudden weight gain, nausea and vomiting eventually, and dry hacking cough. I googled some stuff and thought I would post some links.

http://www.mssm.edu/cvi/chf.shtml

http://www.kspr.com/features/medicalcheckup/15969952.html

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,356571,00.html#

http://www.pslgroup.com/dg/ec706.htm

http://www.medhelp.org/forums/cardio/archive/9534.html

and you can also read Pete's story at www.healthyheartmarket.com which reminds me that I need to order more sodium free relish and pickles!! :)

Yes...depressing, but I always say, do, or fail to be able to do something and people say, "wow! you really are sick!" Well, DUH!! I don't want to harp on it or anything, but some people just still don't understand the severity of my situation and why I get so tired all the time. Yes, I look normal again (well, as normal as I have ever looked) ;) but heart failure is on the inside...unless I eat too much salt and then it makes me puffy again.

Friday, January 9, 2009

It's Great to be a Florida Gator!!!!!!!


Go Gators!!! National Champions yet again!! Woo Hoo!!

See ya' later Sooners...UF 24, OU 14

Tim Tebow is my hero right now!! ;) Haha

IT'S GREAT TO BE A FLORIDA GATOR!!!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Eww...

As I have mentioned time and time again (yes, I am pretty much a broken record) I haven't had the energy this week to do much of anything. I was watching Giada de Laurentis on the Food Network this morning, so I thought I would go through some of my Italian cookbooks. What I have been doing with a couple of my French cookbooks is going through the books and making a list of recipes that I would like to try and their corresponding page numbers. I successfully make it through my Americanized "Italy the Beautiful" and "Tuscany The Beautiful" cookbooks, but a lot of their recipes were more Americanized than I was looking for (though I do love me some American Italian food from the Olive Garden from time to time...it can rock...ask Kendra!! Haha).

Anyhow, I have this really traditional old Italian cookbook called "Italian Regional Cooking." I've paged through it before, but not to a great extent. This time I start from the beginning. I pass the title page and get to the introduction and staring at me is a full page photo of a table with truffles being grated next to two poor little dead quail that are staring at me!!! I am Southern and I am used to having deer and hogs skinned in my front yard, but I really don't like to see my meat being prepared or barely dead. I think I could hear Chickadee hiding outside (My brother was raising Quail and a bunch of them got out, but one of them hangs around and is friendly so mom named it Chickadee...maybe it's friendly because mom's Cockatoo, Sarah Gail, got off the porch and she found her walking around outside with Chickadee asking her "Whatcha doing?").

I turn the page and am relieved to see fresh vegetables on a table with a view of some region in Italy. Pfew. Next page is safe too. Pfew. Then comes pages 12 and 13...Ahhh!! Page 12 features a beautiful spread of food and alongide it is a freshly dead guinea fowl looking at me! Oh...that's nothing...page 13 features dead pheasants as decorations for the dish with a stick at the back of the table a poor dead bunny rabbit haging with its legs tied to the stick...and yes...he's looking at me!! How is this supposed to want me to eat the food??!!

I have trouble enough on the rare occasions I eat veal thinking about the poor little moo babies trapped in tiny cages to give me my dish. I have thought about not eating meat because I feel bad for the poor little animals that are mistreated in order to make my food. I guess I feel less bad about eating animals that have been hunted because at least they were not raised in a tiny little cage and could frolick and live happy little lives and they didn't even know what was coming. In general, I don't really eat a whole lot of meat anyhow. I do eat beef, but mainly I eat chicken and seafood. For some reason I don't really feel as bad about eating chickens. I love having a nice rack of lamb with mint jelly, but I inevitably think of the cute little lamb that died for my meal. I ran over a bunny rabbit on my way home one night and cried the rest of the way home!!

I'm not a PETA advocate or one of those "meat is murder" people. I just don't really want to see my dead dinner next to my cooked dinner. In a recent issue of US Weekly they did an article on Mary Kate Olsen's fur clothing and bags. Now that's kind of crazy because these animals do suffer and it's not to nourish people. I can't imagine carrying a bag that took something like 12 adorable little chinchillas being brutally murdered to make!!! If it's not for survival, why kill animals just for their skin. On one of my musings of this topic at another time my friend's husband, Dale, so "thoughtfully" pointed out to me that they kill cute little moo cows to make my shoes, bags, etc.

So hopefully I can get through this cookbook without seeing a dead cow next to my food. I don't plan on cooking any of the quail or rabbit recipes anyhow. Now moving on from these disturbing images...

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Resolutions...

This year I have decided that I am not making any New Years Resolutions. What's the point anyhow? We never keep them. I can't really exercise much and I am still not back to work, so what am I going to resolve to do?! 2008 was such a horribly crappy year that 2009 can only be better, so I am not really in need of life changing resolutions that I won't keep anyhow. I'm not going to resolve to curb my potty mouth because I won't and I will never be less sarcastic, so those things are out. OK...so maybe I'll make a little "resolution"...I want to keep my new car clean. It definitely looks a lot better than the Nissan (I do love Nissan's, but mine was old and had the scars from it's trip backwards through the barb wire fence a few years ago) and it definitely goes faster...ask my brothers...I've already told them that they are paying for the new tires (see tire marks in front of James' house from him power braking on Christmas morning!). :) Someone wanted to buy it so badly that they showed up at my house the first day the tag office opened back up and I could drive my Mustang!! It was crazy!! I hadn't even had a chance to clean it out! Here's a pic of it because I like it. :-P It's nice to have a car that was actually made in the current century.




The other thing I would like to do this year is cook more recipes out of my cookbooks that I haven't tried before. I love to cook and bake, but I just get so tired easily that it can't be something that requires me to stand for a long time. I've gotten to where I sit at the table to peel things and such so that I won't get tired as easily. Ok, I've just ran out of attention span, so good night and Go Gators!!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Yummy...

I decided to make a fruit pizza today since I hadn't made one in years. It turned out really yummy!! It's a giant sugar cookie with cream cheese, jelly, and whatever fruits you want or are in season.


I've been really tired lately from all the hustle and bustle of the holidays, so I have had to lay around the house for the past couple of days. It gets really weird when your body just won't do anything...literally. It's even weird to try and describe. I saved up my energy yesterday and cooked dinner. I made some French recipes out of one of my hundreds of cookbooks (yes, I really do have a lot of cookbooks). I made an Eggplant and Tomato Casserole, Cauliflower gratin, and Provencal Tomatoes...yes it was a meatless dinner. They all turned out well. I have been pretty surpised at how easy the French recipes have been. I think French cooking often gets a bad reputation for being complicated and difficult to make, but in my experience thus far most of it really isn't that bad.

So here I am...

Everyone seems to have one of these things these days and I have a lot of time on my hands these days, so I thought why not. I am pretty random and tend to ramble, so here you can find my randomness and often strong opinions on things ranging from politics to pop culture.